Dinner with the inside monster

Lyrics There is a monster in my head It slowly drives me nearly mad I will chase him out I will shout at him right now Hey monster who's in my head Hey monster come out and have Dinner with me I wanna know just who you are to me Monster in my head I'm talking to you Hey monster who's in my head Hey monster come out and have A dinner with me I wanna know just who you are to me Hi, I am the monster I would like to meet you I'll be right there, In my best clothes to surprise you I will bring a gift for you An old sweet memory of you It's my last goodbye to you Secrets are planned You won’t enjoy them, my friend I’ve cooked the dinner, quiet and alone Sweet wine waits, with poison softly sewn Once you have had your sweet meal We will talk a little more my dear Then we will slowly start to dance But when you are asleep, I will break the trance Someone is ringing at the bell The monster’s arrived she's smiling well Hi! I’ve brought you a gift Go on and unwrap it with care Hey monster, thanks for your gift I'll see it, but first let's have Dinner with me I wanna know just who you are to me The monster sat and took a bite We shared some laughs into the night She told me stories I once knew Of dreams I lost and fears I grew Hey, wait a second — you're not a monster You're just a part of me I tried to conquer The monster inside me I'm talking to myself Hey monster who's in my head Hey monster, just go ahead Let’s drink — talk to me At last I know you're a major part of me It’s high time to act I’ll open up your ancient pack A moment buried deep and tight But now it rises into healing light It’s high time to act I’ll open up your ancient pack A joy once buried out of sight Now it softly glows in healing light My dad once taught me how to ride He held the bike and ran beside But when I turned to check behind He had let me go — and I didn’t mind. And soon the monster died!